I cannot remember how long it was when I saw you last, you were working and I have come to regret my momentary shyness. I wish I knew where to find you now. All these years to discover that where I needed and what I needed was you. I miss you every day. I wish all the things that happened during those years had not then we may not have drifted so widely apart. Worst is, I'm sitting here realising this..I am too late. I can still remember that ice-breaking boat you drew me when we first met:] I loved you back then and I do now. I miss you. I'm sorry.